Sick

Why do I have to catch everything everyone else has, only to have it be way worse than they had it?

Not only that, when I'm sick I'm treated like I'm not that bad, like I should be up and doing everything that no one else will do on a daily basis.

The time my kidneys nearly failed, I was told I couldn't be "that" sick because I was yelling at someone. I was being bitched at for not doing chores and taking care of my son. At least I got an apology.

Now I'm pretty much dying.

And I'm stuck here.

Yay.

OH MY BUMP!!!

This song bumps so hard!!!

Too Close (Nadstrom Remix)

Christine

I made my best friend promise that when he got a new car I could have CHRISTINE.

We named her after a Stephen King novel about a possessed car. (Because we are awesome.) We only put 12k miles on it in the 2 1/2 years my bf's owned her, and she's never failed us.

I seriously am in LOVE with this car. I sweet talk to her while I'm washing her. She is a beast of a lady and I can't wait to own her!!!!!

If you have never seen a Chevy Beretta, you are missing out. Beautiful. :)

Imagine Dragons - It's Time (Vaski Remix)

SICK REMIX!!!!!


Imagine Dragons - It's Time (Vaski Remix)

Music

Working on some great covers to come! Super stoked as hell!

I've been needing a creative outlet for sure. Need a new guitar! Need a keyboard! Need a mic! AGH!

Sprituality

I'm a hugely spiritual person. I'm eclectic but mostly follow a Wiccan path.

Before you ask, Wiccans don't believe in Satan. So no, I'm not a Satanist. I also don't hex people. Ha ha.

I've studied tarot, astrology, palmistry, mythology from many different cultures, runes, alchemy, some quantum theory, symbolism, astral projection, and many other esoteric things. :)

I'm very very interested in the spiritual plane, and yesterday, for the first time in my life, I full on saw a shadow figure walk into my room. It was epically awesome!!!

Lisa's boyfriend sees spirits and says there are 5 in our house. 3 "loops", and 2 conscious spirits. Based on his description of the spirits in the house, I believe it was the old man doing his loop. It's been a long time since I conducted an investigation... Perhaps it's time to get back in. :)

Regret

My biological father contacted me a few years ago... I remember how happy I was; I'd always wanted to meet and talk to my dad. But.... I never did anything about it. Never kept in touch, never visited. My father couldn't visit me because he was on dialysis after his kidneys failed.

He finally got a kidney transplant a couple weeks ago... and it's not working. He doesn't qualify for a new transplant.

If I lose him, I will never forgive myself. I don't want it to be too late. I don't have the money for an emergency trip out there.

I don't know what to do.